I think my life its just perfect, but I was wrong

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after what happened in my life..
I think my life its just so so and my family life happy
but today, I heard some bad informantion from my aunty that my grandfather said about earning from my parents

he said that he didn't see what my parents have it.
not like my aunty and uncle which is have a car or their business is succesful.

actually I really dont like to share about this shit
but when I see my mom crying, I dont know what should I do
and I just keep my mouth silent but my heart is actually broken.

I wondered, why my grandfather said about it
why he should compare his daugthers, which is I think its so bad
especially just about money?

I've been heard about my life from my friend
they always said that my life is perfect
be an only child and have everything
have a mom that beauty and kind
have a dad that fierce but always loving me

but the truth is they dont know about my real life
they dont know about what happened in my life
they dont know that I'm ever depressed which is make me want to kill my self
and its happen when I'm still a child.